So this is what they mean…


…when they say the mask is slipping. The facade cracks. Water trickles over the dam.

When you realize that you can’t shrug and shudder and push it down anymore. You’ve reached the bottom of the garbage can and you can’t stuff anything else in. I think drug addicts reach this moment, when you can do more drugs, but you won’t ever get the comfort back.

Human beings have capacities. We can only feel so much love or hate or pain, and we can only deal with so much, and that sucks. We like to talk about infinity, or absolutes, but there are none. Not within the human mind or the human soul.

I dunno when I’ll get more real writing in.


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